Monday, December 11, 2006 @9:30 AM
#The Re-edited from somewhere#
I feel
it's been a bad day, the yesterdays, today and in the days to come
Because of the morning, and then in the evening. Well, not really evening but night.
But nonetheless, something's gone wrong - and i blame all the things that we could've, but didn't.
Then i look back, and i don't mean to blame you, but of course i blame myself as well.
Then when i finally found the silence i started to listen. To everything i said.
That's the bad part about being me.
I hear the echoes - not the actions.
Now i'm listening to the echoes from just moments ago, and i realize - that what i said wasn't fair, at all.
Well, we all know how i lack in the sense that i really suck at making up for such mistakes.
I guess i've failed
And now as i listen and i know, that i really did.
It's quite a mess.
I guess i was just really angry because i felt that you weren't doing me any justice, by hiding, by..... avoiding, for fear that you would be shattering more than just dreams.
But i guess.
There's only so much wishful thinking can do.
But.....
There's nothing much i can do now...
I've done everything i could....
done the best i could....
gave everything i had....
and still....
i failed....Guess i'm to be blame for all....
Everything that i did....
was always too late...
and was never right...
It's the decision that you've made...
and all that i'm left is nothing but to respect it.
But do remember....my heart is still open....
And as i leave...I need you to know that i love you,
but sadly
i guess things have got to change.
Study hard
and
Take Good Care...
Till we ever meet again
I'll aways be there...